Things change.

Lately, things have been changing. Some really great, and some not so great. Great things have been happening to me and im so greatful that its finally happening LOL. BUT some horrible things have been happening to me and yes, i have been accepting it but i just dont accept the fact that its been bouncing off to the close people i care about. I guess its just been bad choices. Wrong decisions. I just hate it when it makes me feel like shit. Yeah, im not perfect, im not supergirl and what not. I just dont like making mistakes anymore, i dont like it when people get the karma that I deserve. Sometimes, i feel like i just dont disappoint people i care about, but i also disappoint myself. preetty saad huh? I guess, im just so sick and tired of hurting people that dont deserve any of my stupid bs. I dont mean to. Like i said, i make alot of mistakes but im learning from them. I just hope, that ill become a better person from who i am/was. I know i will. Right now, im on a path that i dont like. Who said i cant change the path? Who said i cant make a new one right? Besides, God has soo much planned for me. Im gonna learn to accept whatever comes. ill wait. im patient.